Wednesday, January 28, 2009
rough days
after 28 days of engagement..its been a rough days i must say.
everything we do on will affect one another.
everything we're about to do have to be told.
everything.. and i mean everything...
like they always say...
"for a marriage to be blessed and happily ever after,
honesty and trust is essential. if you're not honest than there won't be trust."
hmm.. so now it takes more hands to clap..
1. Love
2. Care
3. Devotion
4. Honesty
5. Trust
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its not as easy as we thought it would be.
our lives are like the tides..
when it reaches the high tide.. we ended up hurt and crying..
when its at the low and calm tide.. we're all happy and loving..
and just like these tides.. we'll never know which and when the next tide would come.
the more high tides we have in our relationship,
the probability of tsunami occuring is damn damn HIGH..
but these high tides will make us stronger and closer..
my darling and i been at the highest tide lately..
all due to the little current that i caused.. hmm
silly me for my silly accusations..
me and silly emotions..
hahahahaha..
now i truly think im not being realistic and rational..
the more i think of it the stupider i think i am..
hahaha...
im acting so greedy that i hurt him..
for love is all i care and i need..
im a true believer that if i cant make the people i love happy..
than i can't be any happier...
hmmm.. so due to that i hurt him and i hurt myself..
mayb happiness don't relies on others..
it relies on how you create it..
hmmm...
maybe he is right..
why should i care what others think or feel
when we can have the happiness without them???
hmmm..
im just ruled by my emotions and not my head.. hahaha
enough of high tides..
the low tides last CNY holidays was awesome..
although it really wore us out...
hahaha..
Family trip to jb at 11PM all the way to nites out at ECP haha..
sympathy goes to him as he had to drive all night and all day.. hahaa..
but still it was fun..
with a little hump in between.. hahaha..
he says im ungrateful for what he have done..
but the truth is IM TRULY GRATEFUL AND APPRECIATIVE of what he have done..
im sorry for my foolishness darling.. :)
i'll try not to repeat it.. hehehehe..
sorry peeps no pics.. forgot to click.. hehe..
ok la.. i guess that all from me..
i'll let him update soon.. :)
bubbyeeeee and HAPPY NEW YEAR TO all celebrating CNY :)
from the bottom of my heart..
I LOVE YOU MOHAMED REHAIZAD BIN HASSAN :)
till death do us apart,
yours only,
now and forever,
Nurul Ayn :)
hold me now at Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Love.Me.For.A.Reason.Let.The Reason.Be.Love
Love.Me.For.A.Reason.Let.The Reason.Be.Love
